| man life is really bad right now |
[11 Jan 2005|07:01pm] |
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I haven't wrote in her in a long time is crazy, and alot of things have been happening too. It seems like everyone is getting in to recks. One person dosen't even remember anyone and the other has internal bleeding. And my mom i guess hates me because she never wants to be around me only with her boyfriend. i'm really starting to hate her! all she ever dose is yell at me when she's home. I can never do anything right. she's never home but every other weekend so i live with brittany. and my mom's boyfreind hit her and that bitch is still with him man she is so freaken stupid. I Hate Her!!!!
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| I Hate my mother!!!! |
[17 Oct 2004|06:07pm] |
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Man my stupid mother i hate her. Every time she says she'll take me to do something with her she never dose it. all she ever wants to do when she's home is go to the bar, or stay at home. for her staying at home is spending time with me, but really how is that when all i ever do is stay in my room. have try to have nothing to do with her. why, i have no reason to? she acts like she has no daughter. i don't even she the point on staying here. it is so boring there is nothing to do but watch t.v. the same show over and over. i can't wait till i go live with m sister. just to get out of this hell hole...
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| I hate being sick!!! |
[14 Sep 2004|05:13pm] |
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yesterday at school i puked all over my self. it sucked. last night i couldn't sleep at all. but now i'm a little bit better.
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| going to bradly's |
[24 Aug 2004|08:30pm] |
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Today brittany and i went to Bradly's house. Alex and saul where thtere also. it was fun but then it was kind of borring because we had to take lanya. she was being really cranky thugh. and alex was always putting his arms around me it was kind of strange. then he kissed me alot. man and it was good too. then we started going out. brittany got kind of mad though. but then she did deserve it. but i did get kind of mad at here because she told him that but it's not true. yea that was realy all that happened that day though
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| first day of school |
[16 Aug 2004|06:16pm] |
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today was the first day back at school i guess you caould say that it was fun. alot of people talked to me though. i really didn't think that would happen i thought that most pepole wouldn't talk to me. i cried in band today not bad, just two tears. i got to thinking about mr. embrey and mr. paul.
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[15 Aug 2004|12:11pm] |
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after i got back for my sister's house i stayed with jackie then that weekend my mom picked my up. saterday for my b-day britt, drey, and me got drunk manly just me and drey. well sunday i went to britt's to stay the week with her. jackie's mom got pissed of because she didn''t know tanya and she was resonsable if anything happened to me. there are more things that would happen to me at jackie's then there would be at britt's. so i decided to stay with brittany so that i wouldn't have to clean all the time and that way i would have more freedom. becauase i don't want to be cstuck at the house all day whick
h we always where with nothing to do. it gets really boring sometimes. but now i'm staying with brittany at my house with tanya and chuck next door.
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| Just got back! |
[16 Jul 2004|09:38pm] |
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I just got back from my sister's house. It was so fun we did all kinds of things. We went tubing, mud riding, riding on the 4 wheeler, and fishing. I frog legs! Their better then chicken. But now i'm staying with jackie because my mom and dad split. it's ok. tomarrow is my b-day, i selibrated my b-day at jackie's me and my mom probly aren't going to do anything for my b-day. which i think is realy sad because she is my mom and we're not going to do crap. but oh well
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| YAY!!! |
[06 Jun 2004|08:25pm] |
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No Doubt!!!! |
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yay i'm so happy that i'm over at the twin's house. i haven't been over here in two mounths. it is so fun. just seeing them is fun. i hate it at home because no one i'm friends with live there any more. the twins move and now brittany. no fun at all. it will just boring. but i'm always over at jackie's house sence on one is ever there at the trailer park.
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| Fun, fun, fun! |
[02 Jun 2004|08:23pm] |
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No Doubt!! |
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this weekend and this week was so freaking fun. saturday night jackie and me went to our friends party. it was so fun. Now i'm going out with this guy named Andy, i've liked him for a long time. he is so funny. It has just been so fun. Brittany is going out with this guy named Quinn and Jackie is going out with carlos. but the only bad thing i don't like about going to her house is that she is always on the phone with him. all the time. she tells me that she wants me to come over so she could talk to some one and not be boored. but why would she want me there when she is always on the phone and i have nothing to do. it gets so borring over there, because of that. other then that it has been fun.
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| booring!! |
[27 May 2004|10:01pm] |
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Dude today at Melissa's graduation it was so booring. not funny. we sat there and did nothing for two hours. but the cool thing was that i got to meet Angie's boyfriend Stephen. i like his hair it's cool. after the graduation we went to panchos, to eat. then i went to the mall with Tiff it was fun. that was really all that happened today. it was booring. maybe that's why i'm so hyper.
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[26 May 2004|09:00pm] |
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oh angelasthecoolest! she made a picture of me, =)
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| What am i going to do? |
[25 May 2004|05:51pm] |
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Today it was so fun st school we did nothing. In 2nd periodi went to coach Fergi's class insted of coach Gamble. It was so fun Andy, Jackie and Quinn are so freakin funy well Andy and Quinn are but jackie is there to make better. Andy kept tring to touch my boobs and he bit me, hard i still have the mark. At the end of the day we went to home room,well i have Ariana in home room. She said that she was going to the snowcone place after school with all of us, Jackie, Sam, Andy, Quinn, Brittany, and me. Close to the end of home room i went to get my bag from Mrs. Waters room, i left all my stuff in class because i thought that i would be back before we left. i wasn't so Ariana took my stuff. She said something about going to burgerking with luis, but she said that she mite not go. Me and jackie went to the crossing gaurd and waited for her, she never showed. so she had all my stuff and i had no clue where she was. and i found out that my parent and over with my mom dosen't love him any more.
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| WHY?? |
[24 May 2004|05:35pm] |
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Today we found out that Mr. Embery and Mr. Paul are lave. They will not be at Queens next year. Jackie and me where cring so bad it wasn't funny. Ariana acted like she didn't even care it was, the way she looked was like so I don't care why should I? Me and jackie where already mad at her than for alot of stuff then in band she had to dich us for some guy and brittney lopez. so we said fuck her we don't need her. but man it sucks that they're nt going to be there next year. in a way i want to get out but then i don't because i love band.
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| NO!!! |
[21 May 2004|05:55pm] |
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Man i so don't want school to end. For some reson i don't. Laving my freinds for two mounths i don't hink so i couldn't handle not seeing Jackie, Ariana, Nadlie, Brittany, Steph, Bunny, Carol, Brittney, and Tia for two hole mounths. the only cool thing about this summer will be my birthday present. Thats it other than that it will be so booring. Hopefully britt and me will get to so see her green gandma. that will be fun anything to make the summer go by quicker. so i could see very one again. This sucks ass.
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| Brit is a little sult, but i'm happy |
[02 May 2004|07:23pm] |
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I'm so happy because i found out that Santos is not moving. But Brittany is being a little slutty bitch. for about the past week she has been wlking home with this one guy. Well one day she let him kiss her then that same day she went home, her and her boyfriend made-out on her bed. Now without breacking up with her boyfriend she is tring to get with his one guy at school. Santos said that he just went out with her because he thought that she was easy. Which everyone dose. She is also being a little poser she is always around that skater people and she acts and dresses like a slut.
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| I've been very sad lately |
[30 Apr 2004|06:37pm] |
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Today was Santos's last day at school now he is going to SoHo. I didn't even got to see him after 7th period because at lunch he had to go to ISC for not having his shrit tucked in. I could have fucking saw him is Brittany would have fucking told me that he was by outside by the window of the cafiteria. But no she had to be a slutty little bitch. After school when I was walking home I got my CD player out and when I opened it Santos's CD was in it. Then I remembered that me and Jackie where listening to it in band yesterday. I hope its like what happened with Missy be cause she said that she was leave a week ago and she has never left.
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| I'm so happy, I'm so happy |
[29 Apr 2004|07:40pm] |
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To day we where testing in our 2nd period class all day be cause of TAKS. It was so fun me and Santos are going out. this morning before we where going out we where holding hands. The after the test we went to out 5th period, which is band. Well we didn't do anything just sit around on the floor. Jackie,Santos, and me where sitting in a group together and we where holding hands. But i really don't feel right holding hands with him around jackie brcause he broke up with her the day before me and him got together.
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| Man Am I Sleepy |
[26 Apr 2004|05:51pm] |
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Today at school I missed about half of the day. It was kind of fun, but now I'm so sleepy I can barly hold my eyes open. My tongue freaking hurts to. Today Santos kind of broke up with Jackie but then he said that he didn't. He wrote her a letter but in the letter it said that he liked me. So she was really upset after 7th per. She would barly talk. But I do like him but I would be forced to say no because of her. She is to good of a friend to lose over a guy. It sucks that I'm going to be suck in the same class as him all day tuseday-thursday because, of the stupid test the we have to take.
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[25 Apr 2004|07:10pm] |
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Man I fucking hate my step dad! He is a bitch. I got a 74 in band and he yelled at me, but I don't get it because, it is my hightest grade in band this year. Him and my mom have been fighting alot though so I think that is part of the reson he was so mad. I really think that they're going to split up this time, but then I don't know.
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[24 Apr 2004|11:44pm] |
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Ok, its Angela again, boo is depressing me! he wont quit crying, i think stephys journal looks cool, if anyone wants to help me make it look cooler then let me know! i like this one better than brittanys =X yeah, i used to LOVE this song, i love it even more with amy lee, lol. its making me sad though. =\ and giblets making me sick! ok, im gonna make sure stephanie updates this how every now and then!
p.s.save tha drama for yo momma nigga
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